I've always been a spoiled daddy's girl, but as I grew up I distanced myself from him. I feel like it was because she kept having kids and it messed with my emotions. He's not a bad person, he's actually an amazing father and is there for all of us, but being as young as I am when he left and then I heard about new brothers and a new sister it made me feel even less important as a child. My dad was thrilled for me to live with him, being his eldest son he wanted to be there for me and these were the years that really mattered. My relationship with my mother was difficult, we were like the same person so all we did was clash and fight, but after I moved our relationship and communication improved, she was my mother and my best friend. My father had five children in total, I was only close to my full brother who lives with my mother, I never had the chance to meet my half brothers. This gave me the opportunity to talk to them, call them on their birthdays and be a part of their lives. While I was doing this I distanced myself from my little brother Khamari, who stayed with my mother, to this day he still has a grudge against me, he thinks I left him behind. But what would happen if I didn't leave? Would I still have influenced him? I would be as close to my other siblings as I am