I believe this is due to comparison with other people and my desire to fit into society's standards of beauty and goodness. Family is a constant topic in my mind. I think about my siblings or my parents, this is one of my values ​​in life and why it is such a predominant part of my inner thoughts. I think family only became important when my older brother died. I notice a change in my thoughts since that day. When I thought about my older brother who is still alive, the surfer, I believe this was related to my deep desire to build a strong relationship with my brothers. I often think about art. My father is an artist as is my sister. I grew up surrounded by art through paintings, dance or performance art that I attended at my sister's high school, the art academy. My desire to create art must have roots in my childhood, where I was constantly involved in beautiful human creations